Through Others

by Austin Corbin

He has always been known as a drifter

He never had one group

One type of people

He found himself drifting along 

The stream of ideas, beliefs, cultures

A fleeting current 


Never landing on one

Yet landing on all

No one was right for him

They all were great for him

Everyone knows him

No one does


A special and acute pain 

Known only to him and his kind

All he wants is some one

One person to understand

To have a best friend

Someone who truly knows


Until that day

When a person who knows comes to be

He is lost

Scared

Hidden

Beyond hope


His name need not be shared 

Everyone knows it anyways

Outwardly Jaunty and alive  

Inwardly creeping and afraid

Leave him alone

Inundate him with your presence


He doesn’t say much

Doesn’t feel right in his own body

Wishes he was dead sometimes

Loving life in other times

The flip of a coin

His life seems to be


SOMEONE, QUICK, HELP!

His time is running short

Promises he made, now he forgets

Don’t ask him what is wrong

He doesn’t know himself 

A fly on the windshield of a bus


Too late, Too late

We’ve lost him, now he’s gone

A living corpse 

Dead without a doubt

You can’t retrieve his soul

It is far gone


His parents are deathly afraid

They are scared into shameful cowardice 

Never try to understand

Only counter with fear fueled words

He feels a loathing for them now


No one can save him

Not even himself

All his friends turn to hate

He falls down

Down into the infinite pit 

Down down down 


We shall never see him again 






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